
ACTION!
I’ve been quiet lately because I’ve been feeling sorry for myself. On Tuesday the biggest shoot of this music video fell through. Well, it didn’t “fall through” really. I bailed on it. The band, my crew and I were all set to shoot next week at an awesome green screen studio. My discomfort with shooting green screen was there all along, but I wasn’t listening to it. “It’ll be ok. I need to learn this shooting technique anyway, ” I kept telling myself. It wasn’t until I met with the studio people that I finally heard that little voice that had been telling me “don’t do it” all along. It was then that I learned I’d need to drop a lot more money to pull off a successful shoot. It was then I realized I was in over my head. I was mad at myself. I fell into the old thoughts of “I really should be farther along in my career” sob story. “I really should know how to shoot green screen and what’s wrong with me?!”
Thankfully, that was yesterday. I woke up today feeling done with the pity party. I am back in my power and in fact I am glad this shoot fell through. I know that there is another location out there that will be even better…we just haven’t found it yet. This is not a failure. It is a blessing. I am sleeping great now that we AREN”T shooting on green screen. Duh. I am listening to the part of me that knows stuff. It is saying that things will work out if I stay patient. So today, it is back to the grind of scouting locations. My assistant is back on the phone calling places. Our past efforts have gone nowhere. And after several failed attempts to nail this location down, I am more determined that ever to find the perfect location.
In the meantime, here’s some shots from one of the shoots last week.


Shooting at the wrought iron gate location







I was about 12 years old. We were on family vacation, staying at a condo in the Colorado mountains. The condo had cable TV, which we didn’t have at home. I had never seen so many channels and as I flipped through there it was. Little did I know my life was about to be impacted like an asteroid. MTV. It was in its infancy and I’d not yet seen it. Until this night. Pat Benatar’s “Love is a Battlefield” was playing.